Musings on The Mountain

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Beautiful

How do you say goodbye to something so beautiful? How do you let go of someone you adore? What do you do when your gut tells you to go one direction, but every other part of you wants something else? I'm sorry that I hurt you. I guess we both knew it would happen, but it doesn't make it any easier to deal with. I want to tell you that I didn't mean it, that we can figure it out, but that would just be a bandaid, a mask, it would only serve to prolong the heartache. So, instead, I am going to be honest, do what my gut is telling me I have to do. I am so glad that I met you, that we took this journey. It was more beautiful, more meaningful then I had ever dreamed possible. Thank you.

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  • ALLOW ME
    By ~NT~

    EARLY IN THE MORNING
    YOU STAND BEFORE YOURSELF
    LOOKING IN THE MIRROR WHO IS THIS PERSON YOU SEE
    THIS PERSON HERE IS CONTROLING
    LAUGHING AND SPITTING IN YOUR FACE
    AS LONG AS YOU RUN FROM YOUR FEAR YOU WILL NEVER KNOW
    TIME AND TIME AGAIN
    THIS LIFE HAS RAN YOU IN
    YOU HIDE IN THE DARKNESS OF YOUR FEAR AND THERE I WILL APPEAR


    ALLOW ME TO SHOW YOU THE WAY
    ALLOW ME TO GIVE YOU A PLACE TO RUN TO
    ALLOW ME TO SHOW YOU THINGS YOU NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D SEE
    ALLOW ME TO SHOW YOU THINGS YOU NEVER COULD BELIEVE


    I KNOW THE FEAR YOU HIDE
    IT CHASES US WITH PRIDE
    THE FURTHER WE RUN THE HARDER WE'LL FALL IN THE END
    I CAN SEE THE PAIN IN YOU
    I CAN HEAR THE CRY ON YOUR VOICE
    I CAN FEEL THE HURT YOU TRY SO HARD TO HIDE
    THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU
    ITS NOT EVEN ABOUT ME
    ITS ABOUT THE LIFE THAT WE'LL NEVER SEE CAUSE WE JUST CANT BREAK FREE


    ALLOW ME TO SHOW YOU THE WAY
    ALLOW ME TO GIVE YOU A PLACE TO RUN TO
    ALLOW ME TO SHOW YOU THINGS YOU NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D SEE
    ALLOW ME TO SHOW YOU THINGS YOU NEVER COULD BELIEVE


    TODAY I GAVE YOU MORE
    MORE THEN YOU BARGINED FOR
    DON'T FORGET THAT I AM HERE SITTING IN THE DARK WITH YOU

    ALLOW ME TO SHOW YOU THE WAY
    ALLOW ME TO GIVE YOU A PLACE TO RUN TO
    ALLOW ME TO SHOW YOU THINGS YOU NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D SEE
    ALLOW ME TO SHOW YOU THINGS YOU NEVER COULD BELIEVE

    By Blogger Jonah Orion, at 8/29/2007 6:59 AM  

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